ugh. I feel yucky. hot again- big suprise. Lonely and sad. haven't heard from my agent in awhile, maybe I'm never going to make it :( Keep dreaming about the libray of all places!

I scrapped my sory. Going to startover, do better. I miss everyone so much. If I get a book published, I'm coming home! Even if i live on the streets. Anyne want a rooommate? I'm quiet, can pay my own way now and just like to sit and watch TV. plus, I can almost cook! Oh and I have a cat, but she's harmless. I dreamed I came home nd we went ( Read more... )

I had some really wild dreams last night *note to self: do not watch Signs before bed ( Read more... )

If anyone hears from or sees Jacob, can you please remind him he is in a lot of trouble and it is not in his best interest o talk to me. After forgetting my birthday, our anniversary and Christmas without so much as an apology, he is now deliberately not reading my letters and avoiding a question I asked him directly ( Read more... )

Les Miz was great, so was wandering around LA like a person. Blood pressure stayed low. Going to have agent represent Marigold. Wish me luck.... Anyone heard from Miguel lately? I miss him. :(

yakiri doesn't feel so good, her neck hurts! And it's hot Plus she's lonely.

Nothing thrilling going on. Les Miz Thursaday, s excited I can't sleep. Writing on A Plague Upon Man, I just like the titlle and R&M book 3 as always. No readers for book 2?

Damn hot here. Yuck. Felt yucky all day. Les Miz Thursday. Waiting to see if my agent wants Marigold. I feel totally unwanted today. I keep crying for no apparent reason. Even if I get published, I'm never getting out of here. I want out of this hot miserable world, safe somewhere I can write where maybe one person could give me a hug. I ( Read more... )

Not sure what to write on. Am I real? I feel very out of it. I can't always breathe at night and I'm getting scared. Took a shower today writing on diary of a loser. I need to step back and organize my thoughts. Still no way to get home. not saving money anyway. Great, now Jake's getting my letters but not reading them. Guess what!!!! ( Read more... )