Just a thought

Sep 24, 2005 03:21

So I feel like while I'm getting more conservative everyone else is just plain running in the opposite direction? When we all became friends each of us had a certain set of morals, boundaries rather, that we would not cross. We shared most of those beliefs together and that is one of the reasons I believe that we all became friends. Now, it seems ( Read more... )

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he110k1tty September 24 2005, 16:28:42 UTC
Progression of Angela's smoking habits:
Smoked a cigar with Caitlin and Will and Brenton and Josh.
Smoked pot in Amsterdam with my aunt- how was i supposed to say no to my aunt?
Smoked pot at home with Joey and Calvin- my decision, some laws are meant to be broken- cliche maybe, but true.
Smoked cloves with Bryan- smoked one, then another while downtown cruising and getting food from the pita pit
Since then, i've been smoking cigarettes because i enjoy it. i don't smoke everyday. i smoke maybe once or twice a week- if that.
i have other morals and beliefs that i hold in high regard. smoking isn't the end of those morals. i chose to smoke because i enjoy it, not because of my parents. it was my own decision, i enjoy smoking for now, so i'll continue smoking occasionally until i don't enjoy it anymore.
it is better to die on your feet, than to live life on your knees
-Emiliano Zapata

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batsu_yo September 24 2005, 16:39:52 UTC
Zapatos is shoes in spanish. Did you know that?

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he110k1tty September 24 2005, 16:40:46 UTC
no, i didn't. but that explains the shoe brand zapatos...hmmmm

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batsu_yo September 24 2005, 16:41:44 UTC
You're online right now?

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l_o_r_e_l_e_i September 24 2005, 18:59:17 UTC
i also like seeing our little patti cake post ( ... )

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lil_drum_girl September 24 2005, 20:18:06 UTC
*hugs*

:) I understand where you're coming from.

I, on a personal level, have been leaning more and more liberal for some time...quite a few months, to be a little more precise.

The way I am today is based on choice, because I was tired of being told how I should be. This isn't exactly rebeling, but I can see why you would think so. I rebeled from my parents, yes, but my rebeling stopped when I got them to leave me alone and let me take care of myself.

:-* I love you very much. I'm not being defensive at all...just telling you how things are for me, specifically.

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goddesspattie September 24 2005, 22:23:14 UTC
This is really quite interesting. I didn't know that you all would even read this much less actually pay attention to anything any of it said. I will start by apologizing slightly for any hurt feelings I might have caused but you all do have to admit that there must have been a tiny bit of a guilty conscience within each of you since you hit exactly on what I was talking about. I am not judging any of you, more to the point I was just interested in pointing out the changes I was observing from thousands of miles away. I just want to tell you all that I love you and that no matter what choices you make I will always be here for you. I do worry though and I hope that the choices you will make throughout college will not come back to haunt you. Especially the drugs guys, I never said anything but I will now. You are all smarter than I am, but it just seems like you are getting into things that are just not good for you. I'm all for the experiencing new things but I just hope you guys will seriously think about things before you make ( ... )

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redmarsman September 24 2005, 23:04:50 UTC
When we all became friends each of us had a certain set of morals, boundaries rather, that we would not cross.

I have this feeling that you weren't including me within this generalization,the overall one, and also this one more specifically. but i can see how this would be hurtful, and in the way youve constructed yourself as being morally superior to the general group of people that read your journal, especially when i have a feeling youve made as many mistakes as the rest of us (me).

and posing it as being an observation doesnt really excuse the fact that you basically said we are pegan fucks.

i guess it bothers me and i wanted to tell you, but i know it wasnt directed towards me, and that you most likely honestly dont care what i think and/or do. but whatever.

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l_o_r_e_l_e_i September 24 2005, 23:45:58 UTC
and what's wrong with being a pagan fuck? :P

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redmarsman September 25 2005, 01:34:14 UTC
nothing in my opinon.

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batsu_yo September 25 2005, 01:34:16 UTC
I haven't read this until earlier.
That didn't make sense.
My internet went down, so I didn't get to post.. but..
Where exactly do you think that I am?

I don't really think I'm much worse off/better off than I was in the states.

Everything is more accessible here/it's ... legal. Yes.

So, I'm not sure. Feel free to post some thoughts and I'll reply the best that I can, but you know how I'm not very good at conveying much of anything.

loves..

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