So I'm feeling very rejected. I'm really having a hard time accepting that I am not that amazing. LP is here. Gotta go eat. -Allison

I didn't get the staff scholarship. Fucking bullshit.

I missed leadership again today. I am going to fail. I am going to die.

I can't wait for high school to be over.

I really thought I would get that scholarship. It was made for someone like me. Someone like me.

I am going to do stocks. That's about all I'm going to do. -Allison

RebornVendetta: cuz i sO could do that
RebornVendetta: ok that looks wierd
PsYcHoEmU: that is sO going in my lj

For some reason, someone signing offline seemed really angry. She's a bitch. -Allison

So we've all established that I was very drunk the other night.

We've also established that my hair is crazy, and that I shouldn't drink dairy products.

School is so uncool. That's all. -Allison

I'm going to buy shitty emo music from Hollister and then I'm going to LP's.

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