I want to be a robot

[godlovesugly82]

Man sometimes it sucks to be human.Im stressing.Im confused.Im frustrated.Im scared.I feel silly and small.I know what I want im just scared to persue it.Is it crazy to just ignore the way you feel about a person? I dont fucking know.I don't want to get hurt.I can't afford that right now.On the other hand I don't want to be stuck with all those "

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[crionics]

What I learned from being in relationships while in early sobriety, is if there isn't a relapse with drugs/alcohol, there's a relapse with behavior. It's the hardest thing to suppress those feelings, though, but waiting makes it so you're in a better place when the year is over. Early sobriety is a time to experience all the kinds of love there is without sex or romantic relationships. It's shitty, I know.

[godlovesugly82]

yes,that is why I am so scared.ahh it's frustrating as hell.I have not even talked with this person but I know there is something developing.I have always been an impulsive person and it feels strange to be patient for a change.but it's good.