............holy shit its cold in here, just now realized that ( Read more... )

Ya ever have that wierd sorta internal scream at random without any real knowledge of why? Like not an average loud sounding scream or sheirk but the kind that is actually silent and just in your head like your soul is giving what sounds like the last dying breath of a little child ( Read more... )

I feel good all of a sudden. WHy? Well, life' financial rat race is just that: a race. And when one falls down it is not good but when you catched your breathe and get going again, even if you are not even close to crossing the finish line first, you feel better. I have just gotten a new wind, and i hope to not fall hard again :)

My check for my tax return was not expected to come into h&r block until either this or next friday, and either way would have been bad news for me. but tonight i got a confirmation email notice that it has arrived. I can pick it up in the morning. And while i have been excited and happy about the 7 hundred bucks ill have tomarrow, i also keep in ( Read more... )

video is done.
i like it.
check it out on youtube.com, just search for hayes88 and ou should find it there among several bw videos, if ou are interested.

I finall put together my highly anticipated Snake Eater/Big Boss tribute video, finally got the right song and the right scenes for the theme i was going for, that being "The Inner Hell of the Outer Heaven", which if ou follow the MGS series you kind of sort of get that. Howeve,r my PC sucks ass and the fucking program kept freezing up on me the ( Read more... )

well i am once again at a bit of a striggle with financials, mostly due to credit. would have gotten my tax return yesterday if the bank did not turn me down for it(works like a loan) so now i have to wait another 8-15 days for it...which means one more late payment on my credit, but if i can manage til then i should be fine, and lkely back on ( Read more... )

Got to work, didnt feel too good at first, might be a cold or a sinus infection or maybe just tired butn after sitting for about 15 mins i was fine, felt fine the rest of the day, despite the fact that the day sucked major ass in terms of work ( Read more... )

headache on and off all day today, from the moment i dropped sabu off at the vet(good luck, eh ( Read more... )

so in the midst of the second busiest day of the year at work(and it was) we were all able to celebrate the defeat of the patriots. I also learned a bit more about mike today, cannot give too much info on it, but i sort of had to help step in and talk his spirits up just a bit. We briefly exchanged the fact that we hate being a pisces by nature, ( Read more... )