this is sad, i thought i'd be able to make it thru my day today, buts it becoming harder and harder. my days aren't going to be the same anymore. there isnt much to look forward to in the day. example, today i dont want to go to cfcc rehearsals, but murder mystery i can live with, what i am really going to miss is robin hood @ OCT. we did our last ( Read more... )

so yea, i don't update much. but i swear, everytime i try to update, my computer goes blackout on me and i lose like hundreds of words and whatnot, so thus i dont have the energy to type it all out again. and when i write in these things, i normally dont just write little entries, there pretty big. but who knows, somebody might just read this and ( Read more... )

so yea, i dont really update this as much as i used to. my bad. but honestly, i havent thought of anything to say. back then, i was a nervous wreck. i am 16 years old and in college, just finishing off of my first semester. i was in the middle of the best relationship God could have given me, and then it ended...my own personal apocalypse. but by ( Read more... )

well well, i've decided to actually write something here. its been like a month or something. and thru some of it, i just didnt want to write about it at all. ok, well i did write alot, but it was in my illegable handwriting. because some stuff is for me to know, and you to never find out ( Read more... )

no worries, still alive. but painfully busy. not writing as much. but yet some nights i don't feel the need to write anymore. je ne sais pas. neither my journal or here. but, as i came home from the theatre today, i decided to take a look at my previous writings and such, thus i got compelled to write again. so.......what would you like to hear ( Read more... )

well, wanted to drop a line. been quite a few days since i have. been a busy man. but hey, what do ye care? all your in this for is to figure me out right? eh? eh! eh ( Read more... )

ah geez, feeling pretty funny right now. just finished watching the vice-presidental debate. good god of all creation that was great. cheney kicks majormus buttamus. that sucker knows all. i guess being in this business for so long you happen to pick up stuff. and i'd have to say, edwards had some serious guts to say some of the stuff he said. ( Read more... )

je ne sais pas. just saw one of my shot glasses with the MGM Grand on it from las vegas. remembered going to the buffet, and it was grand, and seeing this boxer. whom i cannot remember his name, nor could i even attempt at spelling it. but we knew he was a boxer cause he was playing there in a few nights, on pay-per view! it was cool, being there, ( Read more... )

thomas is tired. long day/s. just finished eating pizza. so at least thomas is full. thinking of going to take siesta. or make my phone call. *scratches chin*. i know if i fall asleep, i'll be out for quite awhile. and then i won't be able to call till later. well, i believe i've decided. after this i shall make thou phone call to thy dollface. ( Read more... )

now breath in and count to 10. felt good to scream. need to do it now and then. but now i feel alot better. all is well.