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[godschild586]

I've been dreading writing this, because I feel like I've let all my friends down. I have started cutting again. I can't seem to help it. I get so lost in confusion and pain and before I realize it I've cut again. I also am battling with food. I hate it. I want to get better but I know not how.

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[mermaidsvoice]

I figured as much sweetie. Don't worry we all are. You're not alone. ::insert corny broadway song- No One Is Alone:: I know how it is. Trust me, the emotional basketcase queen of america. I know how it feels. My major thing is food currently. I feel like every bite I take I'm going to get fatter. I wanna puke most of the time, but fear not, I'd never be belimic. Ew. It's just gross. So I spend most of my time trying not to eat so much.

Only problem is is that I don't think I eat that much in the first place.

[godschild586]

I'm right there with you. I am having the exact same thoughts. I hate eating, like I need to get rid of everything I eat. I am eating very little. I hate that my brain works against me. Oh well, let's get together this week, before school starts to kick off the end of summer. Let me know.
Jordan

[mermaidsvoice]

That'd be awesome. I'm probably free like, the nighttime hours. Like- After six as that is when the shop closes. The shops in Gettysburg so I wouldn't get home till like six thirty. It bites but hey it's work and most of the time it pays. Like, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday night, whenever! Actually, wednesday I've got a meeting I think I've gotta go to... depending on if I can get out of it or not.

[mermaidsvoice]

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