I want to become a bird so that I can fly as far away from here as I can. To be one with the air would be so amazing and satisfying. To be weightless and glide with little effort over the trees and water ( Read more... )

Melissa and I went to see The Notebook last night. I have never cried over a movie like I did and I was embarrassed until I realized that everyone else was crying too. I think everyone felt that because when the movie was over all you could hear was laughing. It wasn't laughing like something was so funny you're going to piss your pants, it was an ( Read more... )

this is going to be a long scattered entry. i haven't written for real in a long time, im out of practice and a little rusty. if you don't want to read it then close your eyes, skip over it, or just don't read it. i don't write here for you ( Read more... )

i dont around with money that i don't have ( Read more... )

hurry up and slit your wrists, so i can do mine...

i've decided that my mother is satan on earth. i've always thought that she was off, i think that she needs to see someone so that they can tell her that she is delusional and mean. i think it's funny that strangers and friends of mine always tell me how mean my mother is to me, yet my entire ( Read more... )

i loved last night ( Read more... )

itsd three thry and im drnk.

i love my friends.

we play hardd!

so i feel like shit.

i can't lay down because my head pounds & i can't stay sitting because i want to throw up.

vodka fucked me up.

why do i do stupid things?
someone make me have some sense.

thanks.
xo.

melissa stayed the night. we drank..im drinking again since 3. woooo. vodka, my friend ( Read more... )

today is sunday and melissa will be home in 20 minutes! YAY! we are going to see harry potter &other things. i need to go to hotbox and get new lip rings. this one is pissing me off fooooor real.

last night tiffany came over and i went with her, cortney, and hannah to josh's and then ended up driving around for awhile. (there is a story here but I ( Read more... )