person no. one ( Read more... )

it's hard to eat. why? i dont know. perhaps its the stress i put myself under, or worrying too much. i don't know. i do know that anything i eat...comes up. it's tearing my stomach up and all i want to do is lay in bed ( Read more... )

once again i am reminded that the people i think are my friends arent. boy, i love this feeling. you make me feel like shit...in the end, i hope it's worth it ( Read more... )

dear seth ( Read more... )

this boy just called me, and i got flutteries in my tummy. i kinda liked it. who cares that he just wants me to get him some weed?... the boy shouldn't do that to me. he's old. and my mom would shoot me. and i wouldnt have a job. eeeech. i'm dumb ( Read more... )

so let's rewrite this number... (813) 716-8497... not 81. i'm stupid, cut me slack. i'm a jerk. drinking hasnt been fun lately, or maybe it's the company...whatever it is..i'm taking a break from it. met a cool boy last night, wish we could have talked more. he's really cute and i can see how you would want him. i wanted him. but God said no to ( Read more... )

graduation last night. boring. i looked good. got drunk, enjoyed it...didn't enjoy the boy. held mike's hand, loved that. today, dl the pink panther theme for my ringtone = happy. fight with shannon etc = not happy. now= blek. i hate love. i hate hate hate hetsdkvjn/. alright. goodbye people who dont give a fuck what i write here.

xo.

today i walk. not that big of a deal, walking of a stage, but apparently someone thinks that it's a special thing. personally, i think it's stupid ( Read more... )

(813) 716-8197. call it or it's the end of your life.

the end.
xo.

so i've not been in the best mood as of late. yesterday sucked balls. so here i am, no phone, barely any money, and a car that is a piece of shit. took it into a guy to check it out....ksgjablakjsdhgjb...guy tells me that i have no brakes at all. if i would hit a bump i would wreck. he also informs that the backend of the car is about to fall off. ( Read more... )