i'm sick of this

[godsmacker777]

Life is really difficult sometimes, (this is nothing new to me) it royally sucks though. I always forget how much I hate that hopeless feeling, it creeps back up though. RISD is on my shit list now. They've really made everything difficult. They rejected Stacy...so now her options are Maine college of Art, Mass. Art, The School of Visual Arts NY,

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[winglessfaery]

I just feel like this huge life decision has been dropped in my lap. I mean, it has, obviously. But it's more than just deciding where to go to college. You coming to Boston with me would be such a big decision. And I want it so much. But I also know it's totally up to you. My life changes automatically, because I have to pick a college. But you would have to give up URI...and not even know where you would end up going to school. It's such a hard thing to ask of someone. And I hate asking it of you. It makes me feel so selfish.
I also hate that it has to be decided before the month is up. Because I also need to tell the college if I'll be living in a dorm.
We're so young...and who knows where we will be next August. But I love you. And it has to be decided so fast...I don't know what to do. I only know I don't want to leave you.
I'm sorry I'm making things so complicated.