One more week until the Seether concert. I bought the CD Karama and Effect. OH YEAH! Ummm... Yeah I have more to say but uh....I want to blade so I have to go peace out bitches!!!!

I had a great day today. I went out to my friend Tony's house, went swimming, he lives on a lake. It was awesome. Natalie went with me. Good times, good times. Clay is home, and he is forcing me to go see Adema, that crazy kid. Goodness. HAHA!!! Should be interesting. I might be going to Washington DC for Fourth of July. I hope so it would be ( Read more... )

Recently broke up with John. I had to do it, I wasn't happy at all. I know he wasn't, so why lag it on? We were better off as friends. He told me I was selfish, and that I never cared about him. Oh yeah and I just was after my ambitions. Ummm... what ambitions? Ambitions of being something more in my life then working at Sally's? My future comes ( Read more... )

Star Wars Horoscope for Cancer


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Dude Im so fricken excited!!!! I just bought my Static X ticket!!! It was a exspenisive ticket, but so worth it! OH MY GOTH THE CONCERT IS ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! My friend Clay is going to go with us, I can't wait for him to come home so we can start working on our business. One more week!! THE FINAL COUNT DOWN!!!! On the flip side, John and I aren't ( Read more... )

Man, this day was so lazy. Lets start off with I don't feel good at all, my head is spinning. I feel like Im drunk and I haven't had a sip of alcohol. Not to mention my stomach is turning and nothing taste good, and Im kind of hungry. I hope to goth I don't come down with the flu. On the flip side college is about to start up again, Im so excited. ( Read more... )

Last night I got a call from John and he seemed pissed off from yesterdays entry. Man he read into it way wrong. I can't help but to push people away, I don't know why I do it, its something I do, and I don't realize it until I've actually done it (Unintentionally push people away and then I dont realize it until its too late and they are gone). ( Read more... )

*sigh* Too many things running through my head at once and its driving me insane. I can't make things come clear so I drown it out with pain. I can give you the world he says, I will treat you like gold. It only seems like you say i love you to keep me close (he does mean it, I think...they say the eyes are the window to the soul, he seems so ( Read more... )

UPDATE!!!!!!

Maybe this is my better beginning, Im happy now. Moving on. This is me speaking from me what's left of a heart....I should give him a chance. Not everything is the same.