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Feitas. I can't seem to find anyone here in the Grasslands who can fix my violin. I suppose it will have to remain broken for now. And I'm not able to find anyone who can guide me to Alma Kinan. I know that I'm not deep enough in Grasslands territory still and I may find someone who will be able to assist me in due time but ...
Now I regret leaving. I can't seem to shake his image from my mind, even when I sleep. And his fingers on my lips ...
Feitas help me. I want and need him so badly and I can't help myself from feeling this way. I probably should not return since I do not know what I will do if I see him again. I can't betray Her Majesty again. It would best for everyone if I don't return and if I simply let them all believe I have disappeared back to ...
Back to death, I suppose. I should have died to begin with.