I can't remember why I ever liked winter.

Once, there was a wasp in my house. I caught it with a cup, and released it outside. This is probably the best thing I have ever done. Ever. I felt like a hero. Wouldn't it be excellent if I always did nice things like that? It would make sense... because I would be happy. And others would be happy. And ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so pessimistic.

But then I realize how stupid wishes are.

the world is spinning out of my hands.

i know one day i'd have to let you flee
and i can't trap you like a caged bird
because here and there are your reason-
to leave.

if i could tell you one thing.

this one thing would be those three words
i dare not say
until maybe i've exhausted my supply of oxygen
which has become a waste on me.

they are ( Read more... )

the smoke came out our mouths on all those hooded sweatshirt walks, we were a stroke of luck, we were a gold mine
-they gutted us.

and from the sidelines you see me run until i'm out of breath, living the good life i left for dead in the sorrowful midwest.

well i did my best to keep my head.

it was grass stained jeans and incompletes
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i see the grooves in which everyone is stuck in their attempts to delineate the ineffable. we cannot expect to understand a chaotic universe with logical minds. truth is a feeling. and for my money, love is the truest science.

consider me an agnostic prophet.

I think about you when I'm brushing my teeth. Once I thought of you as I unwrapped a piece of gum. Sometimes I think of you as I'm rewinding a video before I return it. It's the little quiet moments. Then you flood in and I wonder what you think about while you go through the quieter moments in your life.

dontlookback.dontlookback.dontlookback.dontlookback...

...shit.

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Hey--guess what:
You're the only creature with
free will.
How does that make you feel?

I can't wait to finally figure out who the fuck I really am.
Paramount: Apprehension.

then out of the blue, as if summoned.

funny how life can be so cinematically cliched and anti-climactic at the same time.

you were the first to beat me to the punch