well today is a new day...things go up and down...I am no longer taking Zoloft for depression...I have a job interview after halloween ( I hope I get it) I have really grown up, I take responsablity for my actions and the out come that comes with it...I dont say anything unless I can back it up and I dont do anything unless I know or think I know ( Read more... )

well my life is fucked...can't find a job...can't keep from pissing people off..and I can't be happy...I dont know what to do anymore...all I know is that sometimes I just want to run and hide and now is one of thouse times...what should I do??? who can I turn to??? will anyone listen to me???

well it seems I have fucked up once again
sigh...maybe I should just run...that would solve a lot of problems...maybe not..
what to do what to do???

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it is hard for me to say that we lost a wonderful person aug 31 2004 his name was brother bear brown...he commited susided I just wanted everyone to know..

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I just had a blast from my past...one of my ex's tagged me on e-mail...I haven't heard from him in 2 odd years...I'd have tought he had forgotten about me...WoW....well I'll let you know...

well yesterday my cousin turned 18 and now he's heading for military....sigh I hope the 4 yrs he's gone nothing happens to him...I just lost one cousin I dont need to lose another...seeing as I just got back into contact with this one...well 3 days until I turn 19.....wow I'm getting old....NOT....so what's everyone getting me for my b-day????? and ( Read more... )

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there are 11 days until my b-day

Rain Rain DONT go away Rain Rain stay for a few days!!! gods this feels soooooooooooooooo fucking good...I miss the rain when it isn't here....it needs to rain all night that would be great