The Misery Of A Life Well Squandered

[goin_nowhere25]

livejournal seems to be some type of graveyard to me. whenever i log on and look at my friends' entries there seem to be only about 4 or 5 active members on my friends list. i remember when this site was the shit and now it just seems so yesterday. i guess in a way that makes it easier for me to come on here and complain or vent or talk about weird

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[randomposting]

*Huggles* Hang in there, babe. It'll all be worth it.

[goin_nowhere25]

thanks for the support random. it's appreciated as always.

[randomposting]

You're welcome, love. :)

[zoo_keeper]

Dustin, take a deep breath! *phew*

Firstly, the film will come together in the end and it'll be fabulous. End of story. One step at a time, one day at a time.

Secondly, you are such a charming, funny, great guy that anyone would be lucky to have you as a significant other. Regardless of any of the things you have mentioned, you're a catch. That's all there is to it. You don't need to be self-conscious, really! When you like someone, you like them because of who they are, not what they look like, what they do in bed, what kind of money the make, etc, etc, etc....and you are extremely cool and likeable. Take a chance, it might turn out that your crush is into you too. You never know! And, good luck!

[goin_nowhere25]

Carolyn thank you so much always for the all kind words and support. I have considered the idea of speaking up and letting it all out and seeing what happens. I want to. I really really do. I'm just not too sure if the emotions would be reciprocated. Sometimes I feel like they are and then other times I feel a weird air that says they're not. I'm just scared of openning up and putting everything out there and then loosing a great friendship because they don't feel the same way about me. We're in such different places in life and mentally, physically, emotionally. To be honest, I'm truly upset with myself for letting this happen because I knew that it would and I did nothing to try and stop it. Whatever. I will seriously consider telling Wayne what's on my mind. Maybe I will. Maybe I won't. Either way, I think I've already made a good first step!!