I'm extremely confused right now. I don't know what I want or what to do and I feel like I let everyone down no matter how hard I try. I'm terrified right now and it's really hard to be happy when you're freaking out all the time.
I am so grateful for everything and everyone in my life. I know that sounds really cheesy, but I was thinking about all the drama people accumulate and I'm just really happy with how things are right now.