i feel like total shit

May 18, 2004 22:31

augh everything has gone wrong since about 630. stupid merritt. she fucked everything up for me. hitting on me the whole time. me vaguely trying to get rid of her, but i thought she knew about kyra and who she was so it was harder. BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAWOIHAEGHWEH i just wanna go fuckin wail on myself. beat the shit out of my face. give myself another ( Read more... )

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sarie_berrie May 18 2004, 19:57:43 UTC
dontcha just hate that? i do. especially when people tell me after piano concerts "you were great!" and u screwed yourself over big time and you knoe it and they knoe it - but they just wanna make u feel good. gawd do i hate that. i'd rather them be truthful than lie to try and make me feel better. it just makes me feel worse.

how do u think u did on storey's?

sry - a little off from ur post.

i <3 jacob always. except for when he calls me crazy names <---- i was telling the truth! yay!

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indiakat May 19 2004, 10:39:31 UTC
you should feel bad. It sucks I know, but you SHOULD have been more blunt. You should have been like, "Look here slut, this is my g/f, and you need to get the hell away!!!" Just be a but more firm next time.

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Noooooo anonymous May 19 2004, 15:07:53 UTC
I am an ass. yes I said it. I feel like it now. man. ah. I'm sorry. But I felt like crap. But I love you. i'm sorry. you're sorry. i'll see you tomorrow.

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yeah anonymous May 19 2004, 15:09:53 UTC
like you wouldn't know who this is. oh well, I feel more free to speak my mind whilst i do it under no name of my own.

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anaisnin04 May 19 2004, 15:30:52 UTC
oh my gosh! may 18th was like the devil of all days for everyone!!! soooo freaky.....rebeccas family got in a car crash and almost died but didnt.....you had your problems......and i went to Edgars graduation only to find out he has a girlfriend..nooooooooo..haha oh the horrible mental image of them making out....cry cry

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