Comments | goken: Doctors looking down at me, breaking every law of science... How'd I ever end up here?

goken

Doctors looking down at me, breaking every law of science... How'd I ever end up here?

Mar 19, 2006 22:58

Over a month since the last update. Whats there to write about? Im half awake from 5-7 and do nothing worth talking about. Work was ok until I got my synth... now its annoying and in the way of my life. Im not working for anything... i have no use for the money I have now... clothes? games? electronics? better food? In the end im not happy waking ( Read more... )

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talonne March 20 2006, 09:26:33 UTC

Did you try emailing Andrée?

Your last sentence is something that resonates with me quite a bit... Lack of control leads to insanity, for which there is only one cure: rabid flailing! Seriously though... Things change and will get better for you.

And I have no doubt that you will create beautiful things. :)

goken March 22 2006, 02:38:55 UTC

email sent... but i have the contract here right now and they expect me to descide to sign it by april latest... so im not sure if i will get a reply by then... even then... maybe a part time job will not be a good idea since it would be instable where i live in a place where money needs to be stable....

bloodtail March 20 2006, 13:33:42 UTC

Since we are on the same wavelength, I just have to say 'yeah this sucks'. >_< Going out with friends is a good way to erase these feelings. So, go out more! ^^

Hope things get better, if not the boringness, your perspective on things. We both need to work on it. *hugs*

goken March 22 2006, 02:35:49 UTC

everyone is busy with their own things... school, work, ect. The only thing everyone at work thinks is friends and hanging out is geting drunk... Ive started to goto to JCC again though :/ *trying*

talesk March 20 2006, 16:16:03 UTC

I agree with Clarice. Go out more.

It's kind of depressing reading your entry. I hope you find happiness soon.

babyjami March 20 2006, 18:01:27 UTC

life is only as good as you make it. you're in more control than you realize -- make use of it and go find those things that bring you real joy.

babyjami March 20 2006, 19:47:39 UTC

also, if you quit, doesn't that make it harder on your little brother? how is that helping?

goken March 22 2006, 02:36:57 UTC

I meant hard on him, as in his 2 part time jobs are not enough money for bills and such... so I doubt a part time job for me is plausible

babyjami March 22 2006, 15:28:56 UTC

"And I will resign for another months."

maybe i'm not understanding you, but that tells me you want to quit all together. that's worse than a part time job.

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monophobia March 21 2006, 03:34:19 UTC

We're too young to put up with crapjobs if we don't have to!

Come visit me in Japan!

talesk March 21 2006, 15:04:00 UTC

Umm... That's what being young is...

There aren't many 14 year old CEOs or 9 year old neuro scientists.

"crapjobs" is a subjective term. I rather enjoyed working hard labour as a kid... but could never bring myself down to retail or some sort of customer relations thing. The money is crap, the hours are unreliable and variable.

I'd rather do construction than those, hehe.

It's great exercise, hours are steady (8-9 hours per day) and the pay is great. Unskilled people start at 12 dollars a hour and go up from there.

talonne March 21 2006, 20:15:47 UTC

Well well, Mr. better-than-the-rest-of-us-customer-service-slobs. :P

You start where you must.

talesk March 21 2006, 23:17:09 UTC

Oh ouch ;)

I merely wished to state that customer service is close to the bottom of my list of desirables.

Listening to Nix's frequent horror stories about mixing up schedules, forced into bad hours etc...

I like the stability (and pay) of construction.

How was that condescending or belittling?

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