I am so burned. My skin aches so badly that the muscles and bone ache along with it. It's almost a physical incarnation of what I've been feeling for a while now ( Read more... )

Me duele el corazon. Siento dentro de mi un coraje tan feroz que al llorar me quema los ojos. Quiero deshacerme de todas las estupideces del amor segado. Tengo años esperando algo... un cambio... una accion de deseo. Pero la realidad es que nunca... NUNCA... va pasar. Y no puedo culpar a nadie mas que a mi misma. Que pendeja fui en creer en ( Read more... )

It was a stillness I had never experienced. The world faded into the shadows and along with it, into the darkness spilled away the noise. All that was left was this silence, this heart-breaking, earth-shattering emptiness ( Read more... )

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I've been writing a lot on my myspace blog. Getting a lot of pent up emotions out. I figured I'd save them here. Not a lot of people read my lj as it is so maybe it will keep potential drama away from me. Yes I know, I could have just not posted things publicly. But, I don't really see the point to that. Sometimes people have good insight or ( Read more... )

I love Alpha. They're such a cool mellow band. Whenever I listen to their song "Elvis", I feel like I could so easily be swept off my feet. I always find myself swaying and spinning around in a room with my eyes closed... wishing that I had someone to dance with. Anyhow, I think it's a really chill song.

Today was a rough day. Usually, I'll blog in da Myspace but I feel like there's too many people reading there. I don't know that a lot of those same friends keep up with this so, I felt a little less... watched. I realize that posting this openly doesn't hide anything. But, at the very least, I will have less conversations about other people ( Read more... )

I feel like we've become a society of big babies in need of constant recognition and special treatment. It makes me ill to think about it ( Read more... )

Adam's birthday was just a few days ago. He just turned 26. It was a wonderful birthday celebration. I figured with that momentous occasion, it was about time that I post here ( Read more... )

Misty and humid, the cool sea breeze caressed skin ever so gently as if to be laying soft, wet kisses all over. The lights shined a hazy purple light over the black asphalt of the parking lot. The city, small tourist destination, was quiet. It was just 15 'til 7 and the dark winter night had pulled it's velvety curtain ( Read more... )