Hey Carys? You busy tonight? I'm thinking of going out to catch a movie. Not even sure what's playing but home is totally boring.

So I kinda miss seeing you.

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It's stupid. You're not my boyfriend, or my brother, or even really my friend, I don't think and yet I thought maybe there was some sort of connection between us and I kinda had this feeling like you cared but maybe it was totally just me reading things all wrong because you don't care. I was stupid to think it ( Read more... )

The moon outside is so so pretty tonight. I think I want to go for a walk but I'm thinking late night in my area isn't so great for that. Having woodland so close by brings out the weirdos. No one wants to run into the weirdos.

But if I stay inside I'm just going to end up watching LOST again, even though I'm supposed to be doing homework.

Sooner or later my parents are going to find out.

Being back at school isn't as bad as I thought it would be. I imagined it would be harder than I could think, but it's all just sort of... the same. It's amazing the way your head can trick you into falling into old habits. Strange how I can be running around as a wolf one minute and then talking about OC reruns the next ( Read more... )

It's going to happen again.

I can feel it.

I'm so scared. I don't know what I'm meant to do any more. I'm just scared all the time and I can't make it stop. I never used to be scared of anything before, not anything real. I was scared of stupid things. Like showing up at things wearing the same outfit as someone else. I was scared that a boy might not like me. I was scared that I wouldn't ( Read more... )

School is out and I'm free of it now, except for exams which suck but hopefully I'll pass everything.

I'm still totally sick with something which is a drag so I guess I'll see people when I feel well enough to be up and about.

Someone tried to get me to watch Supernatural but it's so stupid. The boys are cute tho. But it's all about them running around in the dark with guns and in an ugly car that's supposed to be all cool. *sigh* I'm still mourning the OC so I'm a kinda bitter.

TV is soooo much more interesting than school. I'm totally sick of school. It'll be awesome ( Read more... )

I don't care what my parents say about locking my door, there is no way I'm leaving it unlocked anymore. They tell me to keep the latch open when I sleep in case there's a fire but don't they realise that whatever I am could be completely more dangerous than a fire ( Read more... )