Preperation

[goldelfwitch]

 I gots me a bad case of pink eye, three days before I have to leave. At this moment, I am feeling an extreme amount of anxiety about the future. I am having money problems and now I am feeling the pressure of choosing classes for next year and beginning to plan my senior project. These things are exciting, and I want to think about these things,

Comments

[sourpatchhobbit]

when you said returning to Mexico I thought at first living permanently (maybe because I havn't been on lj for weeks and so I'm reading this after you're already back). Which would be good for you maybe but a sad thing for me to loose the the Tish that I love so much to be someone that I only see on a rare occasion. Have you given thought to this, I know that over spring break you said, aside from the people you didn't really feel much desire to come back to the states, but that was I think referring to a visit, I don't know how you'd feel about living.

[goldelfwitch]

I feel that after my absence, I do want to come back, or I am ready to not be bored when I come back. It wasn't entirely true that I just missed the people and not the actual location, and do love my native country, that won't change, I'm just gaining perspective. I consider Mexico as something that will always be there for me when I choose to come back, and maybe even live here one day. Who knows.

[sourpatchhobbit]

that makes sense. I'm glad to not loose my Tishy.