Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills my mind.
I somehow find, you and I c o l l i d e
And I'm tangeled up in you.

Sometimes I really just get compleatly irritated by him. Why doesn't he understand that everything he's looking for, he already has waiting for him? I'm right here, and I ( Read more... )

i w i l l w a i t f o r y o u f o r e v e r
if you would just ask me
i thought that I could change you
but you changed me

it doesn't feel right
holding someone elses hand

it scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me and better than me

WHEN WILL YOU SEE IT'S NOT SO EASY FOR ME?

"It's when you can finally talk about it, that you become free."


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there's always that one person,

that will always have your heart.

YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE

i take comfort in knowing that i did my part. i needed to let him know how i feel. i told him i still love him and it, in a way, blew up in my face. but im not upset because now there's no pressure on me. i did what i needed to do. now the ball's in his court. whatever happens in the future will happen because of his choice now ( Read more... )

this is what happens when i hang out with ethan:


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i'm beggining to really not care about anything...

wednesday:
-hung out wit taylor, schuyler, kelsey, and richie.
-VISIED THE GENTELS!
-kidnapped victoria
-went and got icecream and drove down to ocean side.
-ate an entre 28 inch diameter pizza from spanky's with schuyler and taylor.

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i guess i just cant help myself from making the same mistakes over and over again.

Tonight i'm spending the night at taylors ( Read more... )

it only gets bad when i really think about it.
otherwise i'm fine. when i'm not thinking about it.
when i think about it, i just dwell on it. & it gets bad.today basically consisted of me waking up to throwing up. and then a few more times during the day. so i unfortunatly didnt get to hang out with anyone today ( Read more... )