ZOMG WHAT'S THIS?
Emmy signs things! zomg. (My mother took these without me realizing.)
Aww, coot little Emmy expression. Aka she's making a weird face again. Oh Emmy.
AND YES THE CROWNING GLORY. Ceanna and Emmy. Both looking coot. And I love that she's wearing a blue shirt and I have blue eyes, and I'm wearing a brown shirt and she has brown eyes. So random. c.c (Yes I notice these things. But mostly because on my camera the contrast is really sharp so it stands out more.)
It was amazing. Some guy was there like... shuffling her off the entire time because they apparently had just an hour between shows, so she didn't really get the chance to talk to people. But it was some girl's birthday and Emmy knew ahead of time and actually came and talked to her and got a picture with her, and then I managed to grab her while she was signing things and get a picture. She turned away to sign something else for someone so I was like "c.c can I get you to sign this too?" and she was like "You already got a picture!" but in like.. a funny joking way. Much the same way Leto responded to me the first time.
Which leads me to my question: WHAT THE HELL IS IT WITH ME MEETING CELEBRITIES AND THEM TALKING BACK TO ME? Seriously. I really want to know. I mean, I guess it's a good thing because that means I come across as someone who's comfortable enough to not be offended or whatever... but still. x.x Who knows.
Emmy wasn't fabulous. She wasn't amazing. But my god she put so much passion into it. She was NOT just sitting back there and going "I'm a celeb I can do whatever the fuck I want". She was actively trying and putting effort into her work and to me that means a lot. Because the fact is, she's 19. She needs a lot more training. But I think the potential is there (and so does my mother, so it's not just me being like ZOMG EMMY!), and as time passes she'll really come into her own.
But you know what? I wouldn't want to be her. Her life has to be incredibly hard. I mean, yeah, she has money and recognition and she's doing something she loves... but at the same time she has to have massive amounts of pressure on her, and her life is far from normal. I'd rather graduate from college first. Have that normal life, y'know?
And you know what else I realized? I'm nearly as pretty as she is. If I lost weight in my face and took better care of my skin? Yeah, I could be pretty like her. (And if you think this is vanity or you disagree about me being pretty, fuck off. Because it took me a long fucking time to get to this point and if anyone screws it up I will never forgive you. Which is not to say that you need to agree. Just keep your negative opinions to yourself, please.) Although I do envy her hair. It's fantastic.
So.. in other news, things are going well here. It was a rough first few days, but I think I sorted it out. Mostly. I'm feeling pretty good about myself, which is always awesome. And I can't wait to go back to school. :DDD
YAY I MET EMMY ROSSUM.
edit fixed the pictures.