Relationships are not easy. I think a lot of people at this age have this horrendous misconception that if you really love someone and they really love you, everything should be perfect all the time. But that's so completely not the case. In fact, I think it's kind of the opposite. I think really, truly loving someone means you're willing to ( Read more... )

You're not empty, you're just scared.And she is right. I can't continue on this way, I cannot. For all I have grown in the past year, I still have a long way to go. Why do I keep holding myself back? It's like I'm holding my breath, waiting for the 'right time' to make a change ( Read more... )

Even for all the good things I have done in my life, I do not deserve this.

I don't think anyone's ever really done something like that for me before, really gone out of their way to make me happy like that.

Jesus, what a difference. For once I don't feel like I'm the only one trying.June 23rd == Me + Her + Dresden Dolls Concert in Dallas ( Read more... )

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So, I'm leaving for Europe really, really early tomorrow morning. Won't be back until the night of the 25th ( Read more... )

Possibly the best first date ever.

I've never completely lost track of time like that.

And I want to punch my dad for cutting it short, but.

Everything up to his phone call telling me to come home was just

perfect.

And I'm hoping it continues to go that way.

Yeah, so layout change. I'm not sure how much I like it. I've never been big on hearts, but I am in love with the color scheme ( Read more... )

So, I'm trying to find a guy name that fits me, and I would like your opinion on the matter. Yes, you, dear reader of this barely-alive journal. Accordingly, I provided a few of what I guess I consider my most boyish-looking pictures and a few names I've been considering. Comments very much appreciated.

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Well, I think this may have actually been the best Valentine's day I've ever had ( Read more... )

Tomorrow's the day ( Read more... )