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i can't win.
i give up.
from now on,
i'm not trying.

i'm pretty sure everything,
in every aspect of my life is falling apart.
and go on and say i'm being overdramatic.
but you have no idea.

life is just full of ups and downs and twists and turns ( Read more... )

tricia has mono.
how exciting.
my head hurts.
and i'm tired.
i think i'm going to go nap.

the good news though
is that i get my nintendo.
:]

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
finally.
:]

wow.
i was apologizing to all of you for losing touch.
i guess i didn't word it right.
i wasn't trying to say that switching schools was the reason i lost my friends.
i was saying that it created a wider gap.
and made it a bit more obvious that i didn't have them anymore.
i was writing how i was feeling.

I'M SORRY
I'M SORRY
I'M SORRY
I'M SORRY
I'M ( Read more... )

i didn't do this because i wanted to hurt any of you ( Read more... )

so i'm happy.
for once.
in a long time.

its been a really long time since i was happy and stress free. and feeling wonderful.

things are getting better.
i can feel it.

i'm not going to let you get to me.
i'm not going to give up.
i'm not going to let you steal what matters to me.
i'm not going to let you hurt me.
i'm not going to let you upset me.
i'm not going to let you ruin everything.

i'm not going to,
so stop trying.