fall where they may
wow, omgz!
to start things off, i'd like to just thank everyone that's been there for me in my life. i don't know what else to say, but thanks, from the bottom of my heart.
i'm home for a week or so. something like that. just need to get myself together and be with my family. these last few weeks have really made me realize how lucky i am to have the kind of parents that i do.....i dunno what i'd do without them. probably run away, who knows. anyhow, if you're also in town during thanksgiving, gimme a holla.
as i've mentioned in a journal or two previous to this, i applied for a job with the apple valley teen center. that was back on september 5th.....yesterday, i got a letter in the mail saying that i didn't get the job. more than 2 months passed, waiting. oh well, gives me more opportunities to keep time at various sporting events, which is easier and more profitable. so i guess it evens out in the end.
i talked to eric gasior today for the first time in a while. what a great guy. hanging out with him a few times in august was one of the highlights of the summer for me. as i've done whenever i have gotten to talk to him, i emplored him to start journaling again, for his stuff is some of the best i've ever read. i doubt he will. that little bitch.
however, he did journal for quite a while (starting in 2001), so there's a lot to go over.....which i have. with that in mind, i give you some of my favorite eric gasior blog excerpts....
"water sucks. why is it that the thing that is most vital to a persons staying alive tastes so shitty? seriously. what the fuck."
"i'm starting the anti-drama club. it's a club for me and anyone who wants to join. no drama is allowed. if you join the anti-drama club and there is drama with you, you are kicked out. we are very anti-drama in the anti-drama club. talk to me if you want to join."
"also, i hate scenesters. i'm going to buy a big fleet of buses, and create robots to drive them. then, i will park my fleet of buses all around the country with signs near them that say "FREE RIDE TO INSERT INDIE ROCK BAND OF THE WEEK SHOW". Then, they will all get in because taking a bus is a lot more credible than driving a car. Then my robot drivers will drive the buses off of bridges and everyone will die.
That's what they deserve."
"(after writing a few lengthy paragraphs) p.s. i'm not sorry at all this is long. and i know i could have used cuts, but i think those are stupid so you can all DIE."
"poor strom thurmond. so dead"
"COULD IT BE?
LORD OF THE G STRINGS, THE FEMALESHIP OF THE STRINGS...
STARRING DILDO BAGGINS?!?!
Oh yes, it's true. It's at movie gallery. thanks to laura and steph for pointing it out to me.
NO I DID NOT RENT IT YET."
"I changed the colors of my journal. I look at these kids with really slick looking journals and stuff like that and it makes me glad mine is really ugly and obnoxious. Sometimes I wish it was awesome though."
"so last night i woke up at like 2 am, and proceeded to cough up some sort of fluid for like twenty minutes, it was quite disgusting."
"to all girls: if you ever want to take advantage of me, go for it. i might resist at first, but eventually i'll give in."
"i've taken to watching anime, just so i can hear the theme songs. i like them."
"and i wrote a haiku:
sweetest dumper yet
i want to put stuff in it
my bedsheets are stained"
"hot damn, tell me i'm not the most attractive person in the world EVER.
you can't, cause you know i am, beeyotch."
"ATTENTION: I do not have a woman. I am amazingly attractive. I will make out with you if you want. Or we can just talk.
This does not apply to you unless you are hot."
"i got a cellphone tonight. get a hold of me if you want the number, then we can call each other and be best friends, RIGHT?!"
maybe it's just me, but i can't help but smile, reading all that stuff. he's the originator. miss you eric, i can't think of anyone i miss more. maybe gryzbowski. but it's close.
i think i might just listen to sufjan for the rest of my life.
time can't go by fast enough.
to start things off, i'd like to just thank everyone that's been there for me in my life. i don't know what else to say, but thanks, from the bottom of my heart.
i'm home for a week or so. something like that. just need to get myself together and be with my family. these last few weeks have really made me realize how lucky i am to have the kind of parents that i do.....i dunno what i'd do without them. probably run away, who knows. anyhow, if you're also in town during thanksgiving, gimme a holla.
as i've mentioned in a journal or two previous to this, i applied for a job with the apple valley teen center. that was back on september 5th.....yesterday, i got a letter in the mail saying that i didn't get the job. more than 2 months passed, waiting. oh well, gives me more opportunities to keep time at various sporting events, which is easier and more profitable. so i guess it evens out in the end.
i talked to eric gasior today for the first time in a while. what a great guy. hanging out with him a few times in august was one of the highlights of the summer for me. as i've done whenever i have gotten to talk to him, i emplored him to start journaling again, for his stuff is some of the best i've ever read. i doubt he will. that little bitch.
however, he did journal for quite a while (starting in 2001), so there's a lot to go over.....which i have. with that in mind, i give you some of my favorite eric gasior blog excerpts....
"water sucks. why is it that the thing that is most vital to a persons staying alive tastes so shitty? seriously. what the fuck."
"i'm starting the anti-drama club. it's a club for me and anyone who wants to join. no drama is allowed. if you join the anti-drama club and there is drama with you, you are kicked out. we are very anti-drama in the anti-drama club. talk to me if you want to join."
"also, i hate scenesters. i'm going to buy a big fleet of buses, and create robots to drive them. then, i will park my fleet of buses all around the country with signs near them that say "FREE RIDE TO INSERT INDIE ROCK BAND OF THE WEEK SHOW". Then, they will all get in because taking a bus is a lot more credible than driving a car. Then my robot drivers will drive the buses off of bridges and everyone will die.
That's what they deserve."
"(after writing a few lengthy paragraphs) p.s. i'm not sorry at all this is long. and i know i could have used cuts, but i think those are stupid so you can all DIE."
"poor strom thurmond. so dead"
"COULD IT BE?
LORD OF THE G STRINGS, THE FEMALESHIP OF THE STRINGS...
STARRING DILDO BAGGINS?!?!
Oh yes, it's true. It's at movie gallery. thanks to laura and steph for pointing it out to me.
NO I DID NOT RENT IT YET."
"I changed the colors of my journal. I look at these kids with really slick looking journals and stuff like that and it makes me glad mine is really ugly and obnoxious. Sometimes I wish it was awesome though."
"so last night i woke up at like 2 am, and proceeded to cough up some sort of fluid for like twenty minutes, it was quite disgusting."
"to all girls: if you ever want to take advantage of me, go for it. i might resist at first, but eventually i'll give in."
"i've taken to watching anime, just so i can hear the theme songs. i like them."
"and i wrote a haiku:
sweetest dumper yet
i want to put stuff in it
my bedsheets are stained"
"hot damn, tell me i'm not the most attractive person in the world EVER.
you can't, cause you know i am, beeyotch."
"ATTENTION: I do not have a woman. I am amazingly attractive. I will make out with you if you want. Or we can just talk.
This does not apply to you unless you are hot."
"i got a cellphone tonight. get a hold of me if you want the number, then we can call each other and be best friends, RIGHT?!"
maybe it's just me, but i can't help but smile, reading all that stuff. he's the originator. miss you eric, i can't think of anyone i miss more. maybe gryzbowski. but it's close.
i think i might just listen to sufjan for the rest of my life.
time can't go by fast enough.