yoinked from jo and sara

[goldenskye]

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say

Comments

[anonymous]

I put up a front to people. I pretend to be happy. It's easy, just slap
on a happy smile, a pretty face. no one can see that im putting up an act
except for a few select people. Probaly none of you all because I'm a
pretty good actress unless you know me really well. But how can I stop
with the act? It's so much easier than showing how I really feel. No one
likes hanging around depressed people all the time or angry people. If
you dont seem happy, people think that something is wrong. So I keep
smiling...until the day that my face finally cracks from the presure of
putting up this act...who will love me then?

[goldenskye]

You might not be fooling your friends as much as you think, dear. They just might not call you on it. IM me sometime, we'll talk about it. I hate this anonymous thing. But I'm glad that it allowed you to get that out. Just know that I would never not love someone because they're not happy. ::hugs:: I hope you feel better soon.