i think this should be a quick update ( Read more... )

hm the events that have been going on. last night i hung out with celeste and sam all day then we went in her hot tub which was actually alot of fun. we drank and then sam got sick from what i hear then left so me and celeste stayed in the hot tub and chatted for like an hour and a half. girl talk is always fun. hm then eric volunteered to take us ( Read more... )

ooo my my. one little entry about my MOTHERS lung cancer and i how i take it very seriously and not as a joke, which by all means, is completely understandable, sparks up interest in the ugly category? i wont ever understand why if i drive someone "crazy" they would continue to read my live journal? i mean, it seems completely 100% reasonable to me ( Read more... )

i do not understand how someone can make a joke out of cancer. i mean, theres always going to be those people who sit there and say "Hey! he looks like a cancer patient! haha" whatever. no one can help that. there isnt anything i hate more than hearing "well im gonna go smoke...get some cancer..." whatever creative little saying they can come up ( Read more... )

i feel as if im completely numb yet i know i could cry at any given point ( Read more... )

"There's nothing wrong with being a Christian ( Read more... )

Alright well that would be from an email catherine sent me back in october about our friendship. haha ah my dear sweet catherine. i havent seen her in about a year. and i havent talked to her in about a week. needless to say im in need of a cat-chat. spring break. almost over and yet ive done nothing eventful. going to chicago tomorrow for my photo ( Read more... )

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lost prophets. was amazing. so ba ha to all you fuckers who didnt get to go. lets see. me, my eric eric, south eric tait, and jojo. it was a fun group. had a dandy time. i want the lead singers penis. yup ( Read more... )

90% of all lung cancer victims who fully recover only live about 5 years after.
age- 21 or 22.
i wont even be grown up.