i know my mind is made of matter
but i need to know exactly
what is the matter at it's core?
because my heart is just a muscle
and simply put, it's sore

so never mind about the benefits
and never mind about the costs
that don't change the basic premises
in which i am surely lost

I miss my old friends
I miss my old face
I miss my old mind

Fuck this time and place.

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the world only makes sense to me these days when my eyes are closed; when i do not have to take in anything new. at least here, things are familiar no matter what emotional state i am in ( Read more... )

No matter how mixed up I am, RENT still makes me feel again. I can't help it; I fucking love it.

I've decided - I'm going to NYC for my birthday. Not over next weekend, but shortly after. (And I'm serious.)

Anyone remember Lavar and the Reading Rainbow????

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But watch this. Just watch it.

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A really good conversation recently left me open to face the realization that all and all, I am not emotionally healthy. Surprise, surprise? It's more than just that simple this time. When I actually let myself feel my own energy, it scares me how incredibly hollow it feels. Don't get me wrong, I'm still generally happy, I still have many amazing ( Read more... )

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