hello!!!

[golfcartsrsexy]

ok...so i havent updated in a while...but im going too now! This weekend...well it was fun but then it sucked so bad! i met 2 cool new guys..wes and danny..but then i got in a lil fight thing with meagan and i dunno what to do about a bunch of stuff...i just need someone to sit with and talk too and tell everything too and they would help me with

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[loanpunker]

LOSING ALL HOPE IS FREEDOM. I don't know if you know exactly what it means but I'll explain. Okay, you have a lot of hope and expectations. Most anyone does. That's not really a bad thing, but it does affect moods. See, when you don't have hope, you get to the where you don't care. When you don't care and just live, things wont get to you near as much. I guess if I could give you something, it would be to live, no more worrying about useless things. Just live because it's a lot differnt then being alive. If your just alive then your a puppet to the system and to yourself. When you actually live and quit worrying about everything, your life will run so much smoother. I'm not saying disregard every rule and law, but if you see that something is bull-shit, stand up for that and don't be afraid of the consiquence. I mean after all, your 16 years old and don't have that much longer to live with that bitch of a mom and a dad thats never around. Do something for yourself for a change. It's alright to be selfish when it comes to some things.