So I've been thinking..I know...what's new?..but bare with me.

I've been thinking about why I need this thing.  I used to have a xanga, but I was emo and needed to vent.  I'm less emo now...I think...So why do I need it?  It's not the crutch xanga was...but I think it's good for someone, I guess like me who enjoys writing, to have a journal.  When ( Read more... )

Where do I begin?

I don't really know what to write today...I usually have some kind of idea or direction to head in when I begin writing...even if it's only a vague one, but today, my head's been everywhere.  I've thought of so many different events from the past like 4 years, that I'm left kinda spinning in place watching everything blur by.

I'll ( Read more... )

Last night I sat with Chaz and listen to him vent about how he really started liking this girl..and how she's gone now...and he won't see her as much...

He was very...very..drunk but I let him get out all he needed to get out...

In case you don't know my friends and I...We never let this happen.  We're too good for it.  We're too good at the game.  ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here writing.

No, not writing in my livejournal, although technically I am doing that.  But I'm writing about a Prime Minister of an unnamed country falling out of a window.  Yep, you heard me.  It's not my writing.  I have to revise someone else's uhh..clever? idea.  It's not my style but I'll see what I can do with it.  It has to be ( Read more... )

I've been in kind of a funk lately.

I think I'm starting to sound repetitive as I rethink and resay the same things and emotions.

With all this thinking...you'd assume I was gaining ground or coming up with something to subside the problem.  I'm not.

I think I just need a hobby or something to get my mind off of it.  I need to write more, probably hit ( Read more... )

I think I'm kinda sick..

Not today as much as yesterday...but I haven't felt 100% in a while..Something just seems a little off recently...

I've been pretty indifferent about everything for the past few months..and don't really know what it's about...but I have no true strong feelings towards anything at all...

I've also been feeling my inner Gemini ( Read more... )

I use to have a xanga.  I was about 15 and was an emo kid before it was a word...I hated a lot of people because I was going through things I couldn't fully understand or control.  That's puberty for you I guess...

I can't say that I regret what I wrote or completely disagree with my views and opinions from then, but I have grown up a lot, no not in ( Read more... )