So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
-The Smiths

I feel like I am one of those people that always wants what they can't have. In the beginning of the year, when it was pretty apparent he was interested in me, I was creeped out and wanted nothing to do with him. Pretty much as soon as he he stopped showing much interest in me and started liking someone else, I was like "nooo...I want him!!!" Now ( Read more... )

Well, Thursday I will be heading back to Ithaca. Yes, winter break is coming to a close. Overall, I had an excellent time here on Long Island. I feel a teensy bit guilty for my pathetic attempt at working at the county center this break. I hardly put in any hours there. Oh well. I needed a break. When I think of what my schedule will be like ( Read more... )

Another 4.0 GPA this semester...I should be proud of myself.  Here's an unnecessarily long, jumbled explanation of the many reasons why I'm not.

First of all, let me just describe how I felt today while working at the county center.  I hated every useless second I spent there entering names into the computer of people/companies who need to pay ( Read more... )

Interesting..I go from never updating to updating 3 times in one day. We had the chat; it was absolutely exhausting. We talked for over an hour and what came out of it? We came to no conclusion. I just feel like I really hurt her feelings, and I know she is an insecure person to begin with. How do you tell someone that they're hurt you and ( Read more... )

Our bathrooms are being cleaned right now, so I am just sitting here in my bathrobe chilling out for a bit. I should lounge around in my robe more often. I just had a dorky image of me as an adult in my dream house, a big yellow house on the water sitting on the front porch in a robe at like 7am, drinking some...hmm...water I guess. I feel like ( Read more... )

I feel like a little something called "tact" has been lost in the world, or at least among many of the people here at Cornell. People here love, love, love over-stepping their boundaries. Maybe I annoy people for other reasons, I'm not trying to say I am perfect, but when people are just blantantly rude and obnoxious it pisses me off. Case in ( Read more... )

I was just thinking how much things have changed since I last left Cornell for fall break about a month and a half ago. First of all, I have almost completely decided not to do the teaching program. I don't want to spend half of my time here not at Cornell. I want to take advantage of all that I can. I've already missed out on a lot of classes ( Read more... )

Only me would have the guy she's had a crazy crush on since September ask her to hang out and then say no because "it might be weird". Then I wonder why nothing ever happens to me.

Sigh..Lemon Meringue Pie.

Well, it's official. The lease is signed. We're moving off campus. I am excited to be on my own and have more responsibility. Maybe I'm crazy, but I have picked up a third job: circulation desk at Olin library. I haven't started yet, but it shouldn't be too bad. The only part that sucks is one shift: Thursday/Friday midnight to 2:30am. I ( Read more... )