I miss home so very much. Not that I dont love it in Tallahassee, but Boca is where my heart is. Tally will never ever be home to me no matter how long I stay here. I hate to admit it but I miss my parents, my house, my bed, my couch. I miss Vicki like my life depended on it. I miss the comfort that came with home. I miss not knowing exactly whats ( Read more... )

I am such a chicken shit bitch. I told todd today that I was with travis...No I didnt name names and no I didnt tell him in person...or on the phone. I wrote him on his my space account. I'm such a fucktard. I hope he doesnt hate me. God...This sucks. I feel horrible. I need muffin now.

So she said what's the problem baby ( Read more... )

She never mentions the word addiction ( Read more... )

Everyone must go to my lovely friend marie's LJ and view the fun pictures of our day at Lake ella! Her handle is niceknickerslad. Do it guys, do it! You can see my beautifully painted face and all my wacky adventures in tally land.

1. WHATS ON YOUR MIND NOW ( Read more... )

I'm in love. Dreams do come true. Travis is mine, all fuckiing mine. He finally finally finally asked me if i wanted to date him. He seemed so unsure, like I would ever say no to him. Ridiculous. But ya, so its cute. He spent the night. We had sex, twice...Oh lord I am so happy, ecstatic even.

Grr travis is mad at me...or sad or something. I dont know. I just wish he would fucking call me back! I'm tired of wondering what the hell he's thinking. I just wanna talk to kelli. And her god damn cell phone being stolen does not help me at all.

Give me all your poisen
And give me all your pills
Give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill

god i want his body. I have two dates this weekend...Todd tomorrow and mike on saturday

A New Life ( Read more... )