Its been an extremely long past couple of days and I think I've cried more in the past 48 hours than I ever have. But a few things really brightened my day. Vicki's car window is demon possessed, Mike E gave me his number but couldnt come out tonight, and finally and most importantly, Travis stopped by randomly. Even if we aren't together and never ( Read more... )

I cant stop crying. And I know why. Its because I'm giving in. I'm going to let her have her way just so I can keep mike. There is no other recourse for me to take. And I feel like a part of me is dying. I dont want to do this. I dont understand but I cant let him leave me. I feel so weak and miserable and alone. I know no one is going to back me ( Read more... )

No more of this bullshit. Give me the drugs, give me the booze, give me restitution. Can anyone ever compensate a broken heart, a torn ego, faith destroyed? After everything I find myself kicking my own ass for ever believing he was something better than what they told me. What a fool I've been. I need home right now more than ever. I dont even ( Read more... )

This is what mike wrote me ( Read more... )

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Mike said I used to be different...Ya. I used to be happy. I used to know who I was and what i wanted. Now I have no idea. Why am I always good for a fuck but never good enough for love ( Read more... )

she went over to his apartment ( Read more... )

So today I've been sitting on my ass because someone...cough cough...travis...got me sick. Allergies my ass! I knew you were sick. I would have slept with you either way. Geez! But ya that and we have a hurricane day today. But guess what ( Read more... )

Age of first kiss: kindergarten...I was advanced for my age ( Read more... )

With my wasted youth ( Read more... )