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[hey_jude_04]

Yesterday morring I desided to stop by Julain's grave. I had gone to the bank to drain my money outa my account for spending cash. I was going to the 33rd Flee Roast and Ox Market that afternoon. Anyways, I get to julian's grave and I noteced Kevin had been there. He had rearanged the matchbox cars and added two more. seeing they were pilling up in

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[aeonseverywhere]

first off i am so sorry you did not get added sooner i saw you added me. Thats done.. There are so many questions i want to ask but know it really does not matter. I know its been hard on you as well as me i feel numb empty and alone right now.Why is people can write about cell phones and get 50 response we write and need suport and are lucky to get a comment?? Sometimes even in our " special" go them for support communities thats what so many people pointed me too. I have a bench 800 miles away that i cant go to some times i jealous of you that you can go there when ever you want i have a pic of said bench. i also have 2 metal jars full of ashes. i wish i had a place to put little things for him to remember i am thining about putting an angel with my granparents since i know they are taking care of him over there and there for could leave things. I leave candy for the grandparents

[hey_jude_04]

well, I tryed to have fun with my friends at the Flee Roast. My girfriend and her husband both have 2 little girls around the same age as Julian. they didn't have much money so I took the girls on some of the carnival rides. It wasn't easy for me cus just last year I took Julain on those same rides, and I got flashbacks.
It's getting closer to Jude's aniversary too, just 3 more months. I'm sorry your chancelor's bench is so far away, that's got to be painfull. Just to let you know, you can ask me anything so don't be afriad to. BTY I'll be adding you to my "My Space" page so If you want a more privet conversation, you can E-mail me there.