I don't know if I'm happy with my life. There are so many things that were going well, but not I dont even know where they are going. I have some good friends, and i feel like i lost some, and i feel kinda alone ( Read more... )

I JUST HAD MY FIRST POST SURGERY 100% BEND OF THE KNEE THAT HAD SURGERY!

2 months, yea right i'll pass:-p

I feel like everyone in their life has to ask themselves certain questions at certain points in their lives, and later on look back on them to see if what they felt was true then would still be true ( Read more... )

I really don't have muc to say right now. I'm DL'ing music, and waiting for later tonight go to the to movies w/ kentae and luby. We hung out lastnight, and watched most of the game, it was fun, we were playing darts and asshole, (kentae and i werent drinking). We were making luby listen to country music, and he HATES it...and after putting him ( Read more... )

well, it's christmas day, and I'm honestly not very excited. Its about 11:20, and i just rolled out of bed. I don't care much for christmas, I had a lot of bad experiences w/ it. There is snow on the ground, which is nice, i miss snow actually. The only good thing today is prbably that Kentae, Julie, and Luby are gonna come by later. They're ( Read more... )

well...im leaving for home tomorrow, and im really excited. i just got my surgery yesterday, and my knee doesnt feel too bad. I havent needed to really taken my pain killers.
I miss home, and i miss you...

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz ( Read more... )

aweful
lonely
sad
cold

it's a great feeling when your friends think you need therapy...

well...the long shot didnt work out. i did not get any loans and as of right now this is my last semester at ODU until next fall. I don't know what to do, i dont wanna pack up yet, and i dont wanna leave all the people who i see as family. Ontop of that, I get my surgery next week too, which means im going to be out of the water for like 2 ( Read more... )

whats going on everyone? My last update was just some bullshit thing that i did cuz i was bored, so here's a real update. As of right now I am not going to be a college studen for the spring semester of 2006. My dad has been laid off, and his old job is holding over some lay off deal over his head to keep him working while the guy who is going ( Read more... )