so im writing in this because otherwise caroline will yell at me for not updating...lOl. so here i am..."updating" lOl

What the fuck? You were right...(you know who u r)! Im feel bad for not believing you and Im really glad that I didn't let n e thing happen between me and him. Gosh, fucken ass! ARGH! I dont even wanna talk about it...

He should go fuck a goat...oh wait he's already done that...lol

I wish I would've known before. I don't wanna get myself into a nothing. It sucks. And I don't even know why I like him that much...I feel like I can't do that now. I wish I wouldn't have ever known. Im so stupid! I just wish things were the way I wanted them to go ( Read more... )

I'm so happy! I told him last night that I like him....He likes me too! It's awesome. But, I don't know when I will be able to see him again because tonight he is going to a party and today I'm going to Fall Ball with Jessica! I'm really happy! lOl. I got sick last night when I went to sleep...It was the energy drinks Alexa and I had. Well I didn't ( Read more... )

Why do people call you there friends when they go and talk shit behind your back? I just dont get it. I dont really understand why people are like that. I know that sometimes when Im mad I do that but that's the only time. I thinks its gay....So if u dont know who Im talkin bout then ( Read more... )

School.
Swim.
Shower.
Mall.
Movies.
Home.
BOYZ!!!

Wonderful day! OOOOh yeah!

Well, Im kinda sick. Swimming at 6 in the morning yesterday didn't help me either. Well. My mom is letting me go to kims today. I was really surprised she said yes. I mean, I'm still grounded...and...Kim's mom lives out in BFE. But ne wayz...I don't know if I wanna go. I don't feel that well and this guy named lucious is gunna be there and he ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with Amber ( Read more... )

So I just got home from the movies with Jessica, Tyler d, Even, Tyler G, and ElliotT. I kept telling Elliott that the guy in the movie with be him someday...40year old virgin. hahaha. but n e ways...I saw payton at the mall. wow. He's hot. It's so wierd...every time I see him, I like want him I guess u could say...lOl. I guess it just has to do ( Read more... )

Ook so right now Im sitting in Keyboarding...The most boringest class in the whole world! Like whoa...Um...Im not suppose to be on. I have swim team today after school but Im not sure if I have a ride home. Hopefuly I get to see him on Sunday. I miss him...I need to tell him tho. But I just cant. OK Im done