I understand, I miss someone too.

And for the record, I feel really fake right now.

life is so fucking confusing.

unexpected night. i suppose. weird weekend for me. i loved it though.

Right now I need to stop feeling bad and get in the shower because tonight is going to be amazing and hopefully I won't get arrested.

My ride home tonight was amazing. I put on a CD that I havn't been listening to for a while and it made me feel surprisingly happy. I blasted it - as in as loud as the car let me - and even though I was cold it was only appropriate to have the windows down. Then I felt like I was waking people up so I rolled them back up.. ok I got cold. So ( Read more... )

sometimes you forget to step back and remember how lucky you really are..

it's 3:11 AM. i have work tomorrow morning. shit.

:)

I'm going to sleep well tonight because I am going to take some medicine. I'm usually not like this, I hope this doesn't give you a bad impression. I'm just not in the position to deal with things. So I'm going to sleep it off and take the day off tomorrow ( Read more... )

Everything always comes back to my dreams.

I just got a new phone today. I was able to transfer all of my phone numbers into it but not my text messages. I'm a pretty sentimental person and considering my old phone only held up to 15 messages until the memory was full, I had 12 saved. I really wanted them on my phone because I love looking back through them... especially considering ( Read more... )

So I'm choosing not to deal with it. I think that's healthier. I'm trying to be a little more worry-free if possible.