here lately my attitude toward everything has been shitty. ive been really down about just every little thing. im not sure why exactly but i know a lot has to do with being away from whit, my firends and family and all the boredom korea causes. ive been trying to get out of this slump ive been in. i know its been really hard on whit watching me ( Read more... )

just one of those days i guess....its been a while since i got in the emo mood but its back...oh well :(

fuck life for now, it blows.........damn

always expecting the worst...so not to be let down when the worst feels inevitable

oh thats right...ive still got the V-CARD so this thing is a fuckin' liar

this morning at around 0930 i was told to grab my shit and get ready to go qualify with my weapon. when i 1st got here i zeroed it but i didnt feel that comfortable with it so i was not sure how i was gonna shoot. we got to the range and had two tries to qualify before rezeroing our weapons. (qualifying is hitting a minimum of 23 of 40 pop up ( Read more... )

i just found out that i wont be able to make it to whits graduation on may 22nd like the original plan. we have a 26 day field problem at the end of april and dont get back till may 22 and so i wont be able to leave for midtour untill may 27 because of recovery. im really sorry about this whit, i know you wanted me to be there and so did i more ( Read more... )

i didnt post last night. i was real tired. after i got off work, i talked to whit online for a lil bit. after she crashed me and zanetti just frickin played CS from like 5 to 8 and then i crashed at 8 and slept till 5 30 this morning, so i felt great ( Read more... )

its still boring as crap here. today after our pt session of 300 push ups and 2 mile run. we cleaned 3 coax's for like 45 minutes and then i sat in my room on the computer from 1015 to 1300 when i tried again for the second time to get my date of rank fixed. for those who dont know i just got promoted to the same rank ive been for the past six ( Read more... )

damn, we just got done with pt and we done litter carries for an hour. thats some hardcore pain endurance right there. run missions, LZ to LZ in time windows. damn, while pulling rear and forward security. trust me, it sounds a lot easier than it is. it will smoke the shit out of someone. well, im off to get ready for work, so ill post after ( Read more... )

well, its 1540 and we are probably getting off work soon i hope. this has been kind of a dick around day. we cleaned our weapons, which didnt need cleaned because we cleaned them for 3 hrs last week and they have sat in the arms room since then and not been touched. busy work....it passes the time ( Read more... )