pain is inside of me burning a hole so big that is will never go......missing the person that i loved i slit my wrists and hope for a new begining but only will leave scars.....missing number 2 thought i had something new something that i could hold on to not some one that will drop me and run to some one else in a drukin rage......fake.......that ( Read more... )

the pain has never been so bad...GOD i cant take it any more....sometimes i wanna kill myslef...i am sitting here with my Girlfriend and she is not talking so i sont talk......Then i say "do what you want" she fucking gets up and walks away..this is pissing me off.....if she leaves me i dont know what i am gonna do......DIE

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all alone at sitting here.not knowing what to do it is like fucking 1:09 am and i dont know what is going on...i am at hannah's house and shit and it is fun and i am happy kinda.....i feel soo sry for my dad and he must be soo stressed right now i wanna cry again but i cant do that shit here.........sitting here in the computer room looking for a ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do...i just broke down and i have been crying for the last 30mins....i cant stop crying....it hurts inside i cant handle it any more and it all just came out all this pain,hate,love came out and it has never been soo bad and i cant handle it...it feels like bullets in my chest...why does it hurt when i cry...why do i cry harder ( Read more... )

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feeling new....sucks my ass HXC..lol...i dont know what to say my GF left me 2day with eric and shit and i dont like that because he is pissing me off.cant stand it..got a new icon.....tell me what you think..-out-

i am sitting here talking to ERICA on the phone.....WOW......i have nothing to say about that...no i am not going to the gutter mouth Consert......i should not go because i am a pussy...and i will get my ass kicked by SKINS.....LOL like dru...jk dooder