one day...

[gonna_breakaway]

Just when it gets ok again every ounce of happiness i had gets crushed. It's like your so proud of the little bit you had and nobody cares. People are always saying "do things for yourself" "do what makes you happy" but the reality is that nobody wants to be a reject. Nobody wants to be out there and not accepted. You might as well be miserable and

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[animalpharm]

Nobody hates you. It's just very hard to be up and down like everything has been. The rollercoaster from hell.

[animalpharm]

You know, I don't understand you. You need to make some serious decsions in your life. You told me what you wanted because you trusted me, and guess what, I haven't said a word. I'm sorry it pisses you off, I guess my existance pisses you off. Maybe you understand now how it feels to be "crushed" because I've felt it everyday for the past month. Funny, I was your best friend for two years and now you dont give two shits about me. That's a beautiful feeling. But hey, like you said, I just fuck everything up anyway...

[gonna_breakaway]

first off. that wasnt about you. second off i made my decision. im waiting for you. i didnt say you fucked anything up i just need to know what you want me to do. Whether you want to believe it or not i do care about you but it's hard to get through to you when you're calling me a disgusting bitch.

hey

[anonymous]

ally i love you! feel better! lacrosse is going to kick ass and we will have some fun!! so cheer up kid!! im here to talk when you need it.
_ nicole

[todolist_____]

ALLY. I LOVE YOU.
AND I CARE ABOUT WHAT YOUR SAYING AND I LIKE "GET IT" AND I HATE YOU ALL OF THE TIME. NO ACTUALLY IM LYING, I LOVE YOU ALL OF THE TIME.
CALL ME KBYE

[todolist_____]

btw,
this is kellen
and capslock are my bffl