you'd be forced to face yourself

[gonnafeelgood]

you’d be forced to face yourself
bandom, R, Frank/Gerard/Jamia, ~3200 words.
Written for audreysrev because we both have boundary issues and a kink for threesomes. Title drawn from a line in The Dresden Dolls’ “Modern Moonlight” which shaped the backbone of the story: “stripped of your equipment you'll be forced to face yourself…”. Oh, and not

Comments

[elucidate_this]

oh my god krista oh my GOD. you are making me flail for serious.

[gonnafeelgood]

Ee!

I was REALLY NERVOUS about this one! I'm glad you liked it!

[bunnymcfoo]

this really did turn out so very perfectly. *beams at you* <3 and I know I already said, but dude, it bears mentioning again: I freaking LOVE your Gerard. Spot. fucking. on.

oh geeway, c'mere. i'll pet your pretty hair and we'll talk, and then you'll meet this really really amazing woman who will make it better. because dude. OW.

[gonnafeelgood]

*grins*

Yay! I'm glad you said that because the Gerard voice felt the most forced.

You know, I know that Gerard will be sad, but ... I don't think he's going to be AS sad as Jamia will be. He doesn't know that what he wants is there as a real possibility. She does.

[stepps]

See, the thing with threesomes is that they're always meant to be just for fun and a one night thing. But I really love it when they're more than that, and there should be more fic like this, tying to figure out what all that more is, and getting over the normal idea of relationships to work as a trio, without the jealousy and favourites and traditional pair.

So, what I mean to say is "YAY OT3 SO AWESOME YOU ROCK LOVE YOU!" :D

[gonnafeelgood]

Thank you!

Yeah, I love the fluffy threesomes and the ones where they, like, end up sharing a bus and raising babies and shit. And sure, that's one potential ending. But ... I wanted something messier. And I'm glad it worked for others, too!

[girlintheband]

Oh god, this is fantastic. The humour is great and the awkwardness is fantastic. Also, Jamia!! \o/

One little typo: So if pegging or blindfolds or voyeurism or exhibitionism or liking to watch Frank tug against restrains is kinky, maybe she’s a little kinky. Restraints?

[gonnafeelgood]

Thank you so much, both for the comment and the typo catch (changed!).

[iamsupernova]

Oooh, ooh, ooooh, that last bit, my heart.

[gonnafeelgood]

*grin* Yeah, sorry about that. I know it looked like it could have been headed for a happy ending, but ...

[iamsupernova]

No, but that just makes it more real. Wauuughh. /o\ It was good angst. :)

[gonnafeelgood]

Oh, it think it COULD have ended happily. But with that mix of needs and unacknolwedged wants, I think it was unlikely to.

Thanks again!