Stacey left today, so I'm officially living alone.

So I decided to drive up to my parents' for Christmas. I mean, hey, I'd only been up since 11 PM the night before, why not?

Yeah. So. Very. Tired.

Now to see if I can sleep.

This kind. I dropped my cell phone. Into the toilet. And was unable to get it out. With tongs ( Read more... )

You ever get to that point in our life when you don't know what day it is? I don't want to come off sounding like The Big Lewbowski, but today, well, I suppose it's yesterday now, I honestly thought it was Saturday, not Sunday. It happens ( Read more... )

A significant confrontation with the ex's boyfriend. enough violence to warrant assault charges on the criminal. Who, I might add, completely dissed my peace offering this afternoon. Nice. I'll save that for tomorrow. Perhaps ( Read more... )

At about midnight, a little earlier if things go weird, but I think midnight, I'm going to begging anyone, anyone at all, to call me ( Read more... )

You know? Fuck it. Details. Why the hell not ( Read more... )

Hey kids. Somebody left me a voice mail today, singing Blondie's "Call me" quite nicely, but left no name. And see, I was out of service, so I didn't get a missed call. My first two guesses went flat, and it could be just about any girl I know, or a guy with a good falsetto, so if you're on here and gave me a ring... sorry, I can't call you back. ( Read more... )

Livejournal. Yeah, it's fuckin' live now, isn't it ( Read more... )

perhaps. supposed to be, if she keeps this appointment, half an hour before she shows up to talk to me. all leads up to this? kinda. been puking sick nervous for three days, and it won't stop. it won't stop.

jail., suicide, god no, not all this. this is all wrong.

luck. peace. wish me peace at the end.

If the Gods are kind, I will never have to see someone that I care about in shackles ever again. Shackles. Fucking shackles, wrists held at the waist, like an animal for slaughter. I can't fucking believe my eyes. Please god never again.

Fucking animals.