So its funny how things can seeem.

Its funny how things can change.

How whole you can feel one day, and equally broken the same.

How you can be so sure, that for once everything is right for you

Then how lost, and confused you can become

I still love him, real love dosnt just go away

but i had to say before i let go

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Ummm i dont really feel like updating that much but some people like to bitch about it.. coughcoughmicahelcoughcough. Im kiddin bubba. i love you.

things are ok, i had a HUGE blow out with my mom a few days ago. same old bullshit. fuckin tried to kcik me out again, said shit like im not part of the family and all this shit. But whatever. Its the ( Read more... )

fuck live journal. just wrote a long as journal entry but it decided it wanted to be gay and it delted it all some how. fucker.

ugh

Soooo yes dear friends ( who suck at commenting ) im back. I got back friday night. And ive been busy as all hell ever since. Haha. Friday night i went out with a bunch of my friends, saturday i spent most of the day cleanin out my moms old car casue she went and bought a new one sat. night. Then that night i went to see the exorcist: the begining ( Read more... )

Sooooo hmmm guess what? Sammie jane is leavin again. :) but this time im REAL happy and excited about it. I finally get to see michael! Its been exactly 86 days since i last got to see him. Thats a longfucking time. Saturdays our 3 month. But thats irrelevant... I get to go see him tomrorow :) Im excited. I miss him so much!

I have gotten to ( Read more... )

Soooo tonight was great fun. yes, yes indeed it was.

However, now that Im back home im kinda depressed. First off my flight got delayed ... ON THE RUNWAY in salt lake city.  Sucked. Then i get home at like fucking 10:30pm.... and ive gotta fucking spend MY MONEY and go to wal-mart and buy groceries till nearly midnight. Sometimes i really hate my ( Read more... )

Well, I finally go home tomorrow. Im excited yes... i am also kinda sad. I've built alot of friendships this summer, and Of cousre even though my family drives me crazy... i will miss them terribly also. They may be old and senile, but i love them. Plus I'll miss alicia! :) shes my star. And everyone else. ( like you sarah!!!! ) :( But im really ( Read more... )

Ok so today seriously wore me out. Physically and emotionally ( Read more... )