mothers day yesterday. everyone went to stone mountain. .

last night. me and alise hung out. that was good. she bought ME dinner and a poster lol. walmart was fun. getting stuff for a box for Zacs Memory Box.  then Wendys for baked tater and a frosty.

today. worked in the yard at my brothers allll day. i am soo sore. and a huge ass piece of glass ( Read more... )

another good night after all. not at first tho

tonight i was going to have dinner and chill with Kaitlyn...b4 i even talked to her i had a bad feeling it wasnt gonna happen but then she called me when she got off work and was heading home to change and she was gonna call me when she got home...so i changed and got ready and all that good stuff... ( Read more... )

so i think life is picking back up...

Wednesday Night.went and saw IZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY!!!!!!!!! with Peter and Briana @ brad and chads. izzy took me home...damn. that was hard saying goodbye. i dont know if i will see him agian b4 monday...he doesnt wanna go AT ALL. i wish he didnt have to. hes gonna b gone til NEXT june in Bagdad
today.

luke came and ( Read more... )

nights arent to good to me. there depressing. i think i need to go to bed earlier.

i think way too much at night. and eat too much at night too.

i have no real friends anymore. and im scared to say that. cuz i can just hear/see someone getting pissed. but, all i got is Jason anymore. everything and everyone else its just spuratic, me and jason ( Read more... )

hmm. where do i start?. i dont like this girl. but. i like the...atttention she gives me. cuz it doesnt come around much. and when it does. i dont know what to do. i am like putty in there hands sometimes. its fucked up. things she does. or says. makes me feel good. there have been 3 girls that have done this to me. Amy. back in the day, Amber, and ( Read more... )

i hate being brushed off like im nothing.

im getting lost in the ill ttyl's and ive got to goes. and just plain putting up away messages without sayin bye or anything.

id just like a good conversation.

and some good chill time. no running here in there. just chilling with friends. old friends. friends who never come around anymore.

i wish u would ( Read more... )

for some reason, at this one moment, tonight

i feel the need to get more spiritual.

i just realized i havent opened my bible in 2 years. i dont know what has gotten into me tonight. i think maybe i can go back to God? its been two years since the whole philly thing. i felt so...pushed away by GOD, and other christians. how else would i feel when a ( Read more... )

so got a call last night from Ashley. she was in C Town. and was coming to get me lol. we were going to the Dance Show to see Rachel and Nicole and everyone. her and brooke came and got me. had stalker talks lol. went and looked at HUGE houses around brookwood. went to the show it was PACKED. the show was goood. good music choices. saw everyone. ( Read more... )

so last night. we went to the damn RODEO lol. everyone was there. Alise, Brittany Brown, me, Megan, Tiffani, CHRIS eww lol, Shaw, ELIZABETH BRAY..havent talked to her n forever, jason, Michael, Kyle, Jonathan, Joanie, etc etc lol. it was kinda cool and kinda lame lol. we went to waffle house after. my 6th grade teacher was sitting beside us, biatch ( Read more... )

i have had the need to update alot...but it seems like no one reads lol cuz i only get like one comment.

i need to talk to Shea.

chad came over today.

i wonder whos going to Anything Goes & 1984. cuz i wanan go with a good group that goes.

i hope it doesnt suck like big river did

jr sr was tonight. i think i have become repulsed with all that is ( Read more... )