wow its been so long since ive updated this...ive been upnorth for 2 weeks because i got grounded again.anyway, i had to go see my probation officer this morning and then i had to go take a freaking drug test...which im sure went good because im a good kid like that :) now im just sitting around waiting for kristina to get out of summer school(gay ( Read more... )

today is so shitty. the other night neil tried selling me and courtney for drugs...and he left us in the middle of the ghetto in our pajamas and alone when it was like 2am. later on after adam came to get us...he took us to courtneys and kristen wanted me to come with her and lindsay to the police station because neil hit lindsay and i saw it ( Read more... )

idk...me ans courtney are going home with my sister and uhm...coming home o0n wednesday.so yeah....lots of fun. waterpark...heck yes! and on the 25th...FOAM PARTY!!!!heckkkkk yeeees. god im so bored. life sucks. i miss nick. okay im gay and uhm. im done.

me and nick got back together!!

everything is gone now....i dont have anything else to live for. nick im sorry i was never enough...one day you'll find someone whos worth sacrificing anything for...and then you'll know how i felt.

well...this is it. im going to break up with nick when he calls me back in about 5 minutes. i just realized today that..i just cant handle the stress anymore. hes always mad at me for every little thing. i cant take it anymore. all he ever does is make me cry. its not fair. today i talked to my councelor and she said that i have to realize whos the ( Read more... )

uhm let see....last night we uhm...hung out with neil and miles...and some other people and we cruised gratiot cause uh...were cool like that lol ;) but anyways....were fucking bored like NO OTHER so uhm...if u wanna hang out...call the house or the cell
me-949-0713
my cell-243-7827
courtney's cell-321-5167 CALL BITCHES!

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life is so shitty its almost unbelievable. all my parents ever do is yell at me and freak out on me for every little thang that i do. im so sick and tired of everyhting. i cant take this much longer.i guess the only reason why i continue living is because of nick...but even that is starting to fade away.my mom is downstairs crying...and telling bob ( Read more... )

today was okay i guess...me and courtney went to miles' house and went swimming in our clothes lol and i just got home like 20 minutes ago...im pretty bored now.im on the phone with nick and he's being all emo and stuff...