omfg my parents are so fucking gay. i just told my mom that i wasnt gonna go to my dad's cause i wanted to stay the night at erika's house again on friday and she got all pissed off and was like "no you dont need to stay the night there again!)...its so fucked up. she like thinks were gonna get in trouble or something....i swear to god they make it ( Read more... )

dude...im going to die.im babysitting right now and when my my mom gets home she said she would drive me somewhere but guess what?i have nowhere to go!please shoot me....cause today...is gonna be so boring...

*nick-you "hoed my life"*

wow im bored.i just got back from erika's...and now im babysitting my little sister...last night was so much fun. we fucking watched puff the magic dragon lol it was great...but yea...i dunno...im bored and i miss nick so i think im gonna go call him...<3

nothing really exciting really happened today...i uhm....played checkers...and uh....thats about it. OH YEAH!and i just went out to eat with my mom and bob....i had...salad. cause health class is really starting to get to me for some reason...but yeah....im not going to the friends for never concert tomorrow night cause rebeccas being a stupid ( Read more... )

okay im officially like, done with life. im so fucking sick of it. i don't wanna deal with this shit anymore. i can't handle it. my parents are so fucking stupid. me and nick are like...on the verge of breaking up all because of fucking bob and my mom. like we love eachother and everything...it's just that we can never see eachother outside of ( Read more... )

today was so horrible....i fpund out that donnie had to go to the hospital last night because of the cloricedin that i told him to take 8 of...i heard from some people that he stopped breathing. so yeah....i really hope that he's okay cause i feel really bad. i could've killed him. dude, i owe that kid big time if this is all my fault. and on top ( Read more... )

today was okay i guess...nick wasnt mad at me about last night (the phone thing) so thats good i guess...i still hate krissey and i still hope she dies.but yeah, anyways...after school i hung out with elly,kristina,jamie,and donnie. it was fun i guess...better than sitting at home doing nothing.i still have a fucking 6:00 curfew even though my ( Read more... )

hey.im really tired and i don't really feel like typing so this is gonna be short.well...today i came home from my dad's house.it was fun...on saturday we went rollerskating with my little sister's girlscout troop and then i got my hair dyed later that night.it turned out really good and i love it.its like dark purple/black...its really cute. ( Read more... )

today was okay i guess...i had to get my blood drawn after school which sucked ass cause im really scared of other people...uhm...stabbing me with needles lol. and my arm hurts like hell now and it looks like i just got done using heroin....nice eh? well yeah...anyways, after that, i went to kristina's house and hung ut with her and jamie pasko... ( Read more... )

behind this smile is everything you'll never understand.your lies leave scars on my body...pain doesn't hurt anymore cause its all ive ever felt....<3