some days i think i'm in love with my best friend, but i'm straight and so is she. other days i want to do nothing more than be with my boyfriend. and some days i think of breaking up with him because i am hugely affraid of commitment. i've only had a few random encounters with guys i don't know well...or at all...and i've had none since i started dating my boyfriend...but somehow i'm afraid i won't be able to say no if the chance came along again. part of me wants this chance to come along. part of me wants to cheat. the rest of me says i'm a terrible person.
I am deathly afraid that I just fall in love with whoever spends the most time around me. I feel like people are completely interchangeable to me -- there's self and then there's just this amorphous blob of everyone else -- and I can't stand the thought of myself being like that.
i overheard someone yelling at her friends that they needed to have an underwear party once in the dc. she said that she wanted to go to a party in her underwear so they had to have one.
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other days i want to do nothing more than be with my boyfriend.
and some days i think of breaking up with him because i am hugely affraid of commitment.
i've only had a few random encounters with guys i don't know well...or at all...and i've had none since i started dating my boyfriend...but somehow i'm afraid i won't be able to say no if the chance came along again.
part of me wants this chance to come along. part of me wants to cheat.
the rest of me says i'm a terrible person.
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yesterday
i finally heard that it's some sort of leftover from
beer?
with salt added for cleanup.
i don't know if that's worse ...
but it's still gross
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