enen though, i had a good time at my cousins (kyra and shady) i had to leave...and what do i get once i hit the door???? i realization of whats really in front of me! well thats was a nice waker-upper (lol). damn...so much shit to deal with tomorrow. agh..im not looking forward to it at all! *sigh* all i can really do is think about spending time ( Read more... )

wow, whats wrong with me? omfg. i keep thinking about him, this is so wrong. im supposed to be calm and collected. i got him on my mind 24/7, i dont rest. but its kinda odd cause im not obsessed or anything. i dont stalk him. i dont think nasty things. nothing. i just like him and everything i do is HIM. whoa. i never thought i could feel this way ( Read more... )

okay, so how are all of my IMAGINARY readers doing? okay, whatever. today i went to school, and i thought it was going to be FUN fun FuN. but noo. no fun at all. i had the most boringest time ever, the only thing i enjoyed was monkey having to say hi to me. that was funny. he still thinks i think he is lower than a worm. lmao! can i really make ( Read more... )

okay, today what happened ( Read more... )

lmao! the subject title sounds like what one of the girls say to their parents when she get pregnant. im not pregnant though...im still a damn virgin. i talked to rapist yesterday. that was fun FUN fUn. he raised my spirits. i wanted to go to pretend sleep and the fucker did it first. that was fucked up, i was laughing so hard that i stared to cry ( Read more... )

I feel like crying, i feel as if no one really cares or at least gets me. this house is shutting me in, and its driving me crazy. i want to go back to school, even though i sometimes complains and call it a hellhole, i love it. all of my friends are there. that's what i get when i chise to go to school in fort lauderdale. the one person that would ( Read more... )

okay the last entry served no fucking purpose. i guess my IMAGINARY readers can dismiss it. but that really did happen. i still have a little more but who really gives a shit? no one cares about me. i just got out of the shower, i figured it was the only way to clean myself..and i don't mean physically...you IMAGINARY readers have no fucking ( Read more... )

okay its like 12:28, and im not so fucking tired, i feel like calling people, but at the same time i really dont wanna get cursed out. im such a wierd person. imma dump everything i have bottled up in side me..for all those who want to see. where should i start??? how about from some point in sixth grade. im in eighth now...bastards ( Read more... )

this is so fucked up.....i wanna update more often but cannot. um.....okay. yup yup, i have no life!!! HAHAHA, i laugh at myself..ill do some thing with my backround. that gives me something to do....bye bye for noW

well, I've been on xanga, myspace, tagged, and that's about it. I've come here because I was curious, about the site. There's nothing much else to say so......ttfn