i get to start being a cute little applebees server starting at 4pm today.

sweet fall.

i'm craving...

appleton.
college ave, 24-hour perkins.
cherry coke.
pumpkin pie.
late night conversations.
cigarettes.

halloween dates.
copper rock, the usual kona mocha frappe.
ivory shows.
walks down to the old train bridge.
photos of rainy nights.
exploring the raddison hotel.
riding escalators.

i miss appleton.

i'm crazy.

that's why many people talk behind my back when I leave.

i miss the tight clasp of our hands, and saying we were going to be together forever.
till death do us part, we said once in our lives.

march 09, 01- april 03, 04.

rip the relationship of my first love and i.

he taught me a lot in life.

i wish i hadn't fucked things up.

but we all learn from our mistakes, no regrets.

you are immature.

& so am i for writing this in my online journal.

bowling seems to be a routine on thursday nights.

so much to write about.

photos coming soon.

i'm knee deep in debt. i'm working full time at pizza shuttle, late nights. i might get a side serving job at comet, i find out next week. i can't seem to figure myself out. i can't afford anything right now. i have 27 dollars and odd change to my name, and a quarter tank of gas. i'm thankful i have a cubbard full of food thanks to my mother ( Read more... )

2nd date bowling!

whose got a date tomorrow yeah yeah me!

pfft i'm lame,